Friday, November 10, 2006
This is for you.
As I sit here I recall the last few words which mattered and meant so much to me.
True, actions speak louder than words. But what you say, I'll always remember.
Its amazing how you manage to keep my anger from boiling. Your soothing voice seems to take it all away. You said things would change now that you're here. And you're right.
The way you shield me from all my nightmares and worst fears made me wish I could shield you from yours too. Like if someone were about to stab you in the heart, I would take the pain for you.
Because thats how much I'm more willing to lay down and sacrifice my life just for you.
Those times I missed you so bad till it almost hurt I would take Clover in my arms like how you would take me in yours and hold me close. And I'll hold Clover close and always remember the way you'd tell me you'd never hurt, the way you'd tell me you'll never let me go.
The times we spent together aren'ts just happy times. They're happy and sweet memories of me and you, a movie locked in a romance, a play of two people madly in love. Unforgettable and unerasable, they'll always playback in my head whenever I need to feel your presence beside me.
I'll always remember our very first times.
The first time you held my hand was courage.
The first time you hugged me was faith.
The first time you kissed me was love.
Our first date, our first movie. Our first dinner, our first fireworks.
Everytime you feel down, I get scared. Cuz as I said, I'm afraid I'll fail to make you smile again. I'm just afraid of losing you if I fail. But everytime I manage to make you smile, I feel so amazing. I feel like I've accomplished the greatest miracle. And my very own miracle, is definitely you.
I'd always notice our entwined shadows when we're close together. Our joined hands. Everytime I do, I still see how perfect they are together. We are made for each other in this lifetime, and the many more lifetimes to come.
And I still want to say, I've never loved someone so bravely as I loved you. Storms and long distances may pull us apart but our hearts will always be closely connected.
You're the first person I've loved that bravely. Because all the things that I do and I'm going to do for you, I wouldn't do it for anybody else.
You mean more than the whole world to me and the thought of giving you up to some other girl who might not love you like I do scares me. Cuz I know I can love you better than anybody else.
You, my sweet knight, are my assurance, my comfort, my warm rays of sunshine, my harbour of hope, my rainbow, my protector, my faith, my strength, my love.
This is how much I love you. I wish I could show you how much. I wish I could fly to the Moon, take down the stars and give them all to you.
When I'm with you, we'll take our love as our only flight. And we'll fly, to wherever love might take us, just as long as we're together forever.
I love you dear.
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