Sunday, November 26, 2006
To my sweet loving princess,
Honestly speaking, I'm still worried about you when I leave for my holiday. Seven days might be a short period of time but I know its long and I wish I don't need to go for such a long period. I don't need you to cry yourself to sleep because I will be back to do the many things we plan to do after Os.
Remember what I said last night, that we will go through everything together and I am going through this with you as well and we will become stronger after this period of time because I see all this as a test for us and I know we will always come out stronger because we were meant for each other and I know my true love is my one and only you.
True enough this seven nights might not be as peaceful and as sweet when I'm spending the night with you and I can’t wait to get back to spend every night with you till forever.
I will really miss you sweetheart but I need you to cheer up too because your smile is the only thing that keeps me going and that sweet smile of yours will always stay inside my mind so stay happy k?
I might not be able to accompany even when strong lightning and frightening thunders occur but just know that I will always be around with you no matter where I am and I'll fight those fears away for you.
Lastly, I want you to stay strong and always hang in there for us because I will be back to spend my entire lifetime with you. This I promise you.
Before I go, all I have to say is...
I will always love you sweetheart...
Forever and ever baby...
<3<3 Your sweetest, hottest & cutest knight
P.S: I'll miss kissing the sweetest lips I have ever kissed and I'll miss tensing you up =X
To forever <3
Friday, November 10, 2006
This is for you.
As I sit here I recall the last few words which mattered and meant so much to me.
True, actions speak louder than words. But what you say, I'll always remember.
Its amazing how you manage to keep my anger from boiling. Your soothing voice seems to take it all away. You said things would change now that you're here. And you're right.
The way you shield me from all my nightmares and worst fears made me wish I could shield you from yours too. Like if someone were about to stab you in the heart, I would take the pain for you.
Because thats how much I'm more willing to lay down and sacrifice my life just for you.
Those times I missed you so bad till it almost hurt I would take Clover in my arms like how you would take me in yours and hold me close. And I'll hold Clover close and always remember the way you'd tell me you'd never hurt, the way you'd tell me you'll never let me go.
The times we spent together aren'ts just happy times. They're happy and sweet memories of me and you, a movie locked in a romance, a play of two people madly in love. Unforgettable and unerasable, they'll always playback in my head whenever I need to feel your presence beside me.
I'll always remember our very first times.
The first time you held my hand was courage.
The first time you hugged me was faith.
The first time you kissed me was love.
Our first date, our first movie. Our first dinner, our first fireworks.
Everytime you feel down, I get scared. Cuz as I said, I'm afraid I'll fail to make you smile again. I'm just afraid of losing you if I fail. But everytime I manage to make you smile, I feel so amazing. I feel like I've accomplished the greatest miracle. And my very own miracle, is definitely you.
I'd always notice our entwined shadows when we're close together. Our joined hands. Everytime I do, I still see how perfect they are together. We are made for each other in this lifetime, and the many more lifetimes to come.
And I still want to say, I've never loved someone so bravely as I loved you. Storms and long distances may pull us apart but our hearts will always be closely connected.
You're the first person I've loved that bravely. Because all the things that I do and I'm going to do for you, I wouldn't do it for anybody else.
You mean more than the whole world to me and the thought of giving you up to some other girl who might not love you like I do scares me. Cuz I know I can love you better than anybody else.
You, my sweet knight, are my assurance, my comfort, my warm rays of sunshine, my harbour of hope, my rainbow, my protector, my faith, my strength, my love.
This is how much I love you. I wish I could show you how much. I wish I could fly to the Moon, take down the stars and give them all to you.
When I'm with you, we'll take our love as our only flight. And we'll fly, to wherever love might take us, just as long as we're together forever.
I love you dear.
=)
